Names meanings are really what you think they are. So if you like a name, it's positive for you, however many idiots, criminals and suburban housewives have borne it before. Bees seem busy and productive to you; what about a
Debra who's allergic to their stings?
Tegan or
Teagan is quite fashionable at the moment, and so is
Cade, so you're clearly in touch with the trends. Let that be enough! Change away, and enjoy your new image. Just remember - it is image, not reality. You are who you are.