I don't know if you're from
America or not, so you might not know what I'm talking about, but here goes.
Jesse James was a famous outlaw in 1870-1880.
His mother's name was Zerelda and his wife's name was Zerelda
Amanda Mimms (Zee).
But as she has grown, her smile has widened with a touch of fear and her glance has taken on depth. Now she is aware of some of the losses you incur by being here -- the extraordinary rent you have to pay as you stay.
Annie Dillard